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Atefeh:
Good night dear fatima
How are u?
How long have u been muslim? And what was ur first name? I want u to speak more than me.so be easy and start with a
Biography of urself; ur first name, old, major, uni, job, family,...
I want to become friend with u.so u can ask if u have a question about me as ur friend
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I have been muslim for little bit more than 2 years. My name was isabel and still make part of my name. Now i am fatima isabel i have 36 years old i come from portugal were my family were catholic non praticant i am divorce with 3 daughters and i am the only in my family muslim i am self employed as cleaner
I convert with a dream that started 4 years ago. Then 2 later i had a strong feeling while i was passing through a shia mosq was like someone was calling me from there that was reach my heart and invite me to go there
I was living fare from that mosq but that day. I was passing there and i had that call from the heart and I didnt know about islam much and what i knew it was not good but i decided to seach the mosq again after few day i found. And few more days to ask information and then i had the second dream with a lion white and in the dream i wrote allah akbar in arabic and since that moment i knew it that i found what i was looking for a long time and i convert
Atefeh:
Did u hear or see the word "allah akbar" before ur dream?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Before my dreami didnt know how to write arabic i just learn after convert few months
But i pointed in a papper even didnt know what was the meaning
Afteri learned
Atefeh:
But u have heard this word b4 ur dream, yes?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
In uk but i didnt knew what was the meaning but i wrote in arabic and that i never had saw before
Atefeh:
Very good. Congratulations
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Thank you
Atefeh:
Plz tell me about ur places of living? How many years were u in Portugal?
And how many years u r in uk?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
4 years
Was the birthday of lady fatima so i stay fatima
Atefeh:
Oh my deaaar
So u have converted in london,yes?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I am 4 years in uk and convert 2 years
Atefeh:
In which city do u live? What was the name of the mosque and where is it?
What's about ur daughters, father and mother, friends; their opinions about ur convert? What were their reactions?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I live in london now and was the islamic centre of england in maida vale
My mom didnt accepted at beginning my daughters felt strange but after a while theysaw that i was not going to change my mind so they learn how to tolerate and accept also i was pacient with them .
They still dont accept islam but we are better as a family now alhamdulillah
Atefeh:
Alhamdulillah...😃
Do u know " ahmad hanif" the master of islamic college in London? If yes , do u have relation with their islamic center?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Sheikh ahmed hanif?
Atefeh:
Ahmad hanif the master of almostafa college
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
No i know the sheikh ahmed hanef here but i dont know about the college
He works in islamic centre but why?
Atefeh:
Mr taheri who u spoke with him b4 me is the master of the site and he told me if y don't know ahmed hanif, we relate u with him
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Oh i dont know is one sheikh hanef here butmaybe not same
Atefeh:
Do u have relation with other muslims in london and do u have activity in islamic ngos?
NGO
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Ngo?
I speak with many people
Atefeh:
Sorry, what's the level of ur education?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I study college and now 2 year hawza
Atefeh:
What's ur course of study/major?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Traditional hawza
Atefeh:
No, I mean in college , what's ur major?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Is no need to have hight level degree for acquire knowledge or define who we are sister
Atefeh:
How was the reaction of the muslims with ur convert?
Why u became shia?
U r with hijab as a muslim woman, don't u afraid of islamophobia environment ?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
At begining was like any other convert was difficult the integration and i was try to learn but nobody to teach me islam until i was invitedtostart hawza and i found a great oportunity for myself learn. About islam in the correct way after 2 years i am loving studing hawza and i am full integrated in the muslim comunity
I become shia because was my heart that choose it like as i said before was like a spiritual call of invitation to islam
Atefeh:
U r with hijab as a muslim woman, don't u afraid of islamophobia environment ?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
About hijab i start to wear after two months of being muslim at begining i was afraid but now i dont fear is my choice if people dont like is they problem i make my choice is a risk to wear hijab but also are many other things that are risky. No fear of men only fear allah
Atefeh:
In this 2 years that u r studying at hawza, what have u learned?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I learn logic theology ethics islamic history and laws and more things but the most important i learn how to respect myself also a different view about many things and i improved my akhlaq
Atefeh:
Alhamdolelah
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Determination strong caracter and will also are very important in my development
Atefeh:
Who is ur close friend? Is she shia or not?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I am friend of everyone nobody in special
My daughters are my favorites ☺️
Atefeh:
What thing of islam society and muslims is intersting 4 u?
What's ur wonderful or attracing remembrance of being muslim?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I love study they own cultures and behaviour i. Love. The reasoning and logic that only we use worship faith is very beautiful and sometimes make me feel that i am not good enough
Being a muslim is not by name is necessary bigs jihads with ourselfs to be a muslim not only by name but also by actions and heart also the spirituality of each one is very important to a good reflection
Atefeh:
Do u have any reminiscences about islam?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
What i can say is that before people were i was living before didnt like i become muslim at all even i had to get out from the house with insults but i found my own way god had protected me and i found place to live and were i could full practice islam alhamdulillah.
Atefeh:
When ur condition of ur life become difficult, what do u do?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Well i trust god and i try to sort it out and living one day at the time
Atefeh:
Sorry; why u r a cleaner? Had u other jobs before being cleaner?
Do Muslims and their NGO 's hepe u?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I like be cleaner i dont see any problem with that
Atefeh:
Why aren't u marrid again?
What's ur opinion about the conditions of new muslims in england?
Hi dear fatima. Can we continue the interview?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Yes i will go answer this last ones but no more please and can you send me the entreview before publishing?
I am not so active in cyberspace i prefer study but sometimes i come to check the news of the world or friends in internet
I dont watch tv maybe once in 2 months i see a program or movie
I read books and i am still reading most related with hawza studies such as theology logic tafsir .... Otherwise books that dont lead me to any knowledge are useless for me just waste of time
Atefeh:
Tnk u. What's the language of Portugal?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I like it the book "towards eternal life"
Is portuguese
Atefeh:
Who is the writer?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Mohammad saeed bahmanpour
Atefeh:
Ok, he is iranian
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
The author is my teacher in hawza
I also like the book of dr shomali of islamic belief system
Atefeh:
Yes fatima .be sure. I will edit it and b4 publishing send it to u
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I also love islamic laws
Which means i love books but i am still learning and just know a little
Atefeh:
Very good. So maybe u r familiar with iranian language or culture
I'm studying women studies now and i'm learnig law
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Mashaallah
Atefeh:
So u mean that u have some Persian friends .yes?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Yes
Atefeh:
Very good
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I have friends of many nationalities
Atefeh:
Fatima, what is the most beautiful verse (aya) of quran in ur opinion?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
I didnt read all yeat in my own lAnguage but i like the sura an-nas referring to the wispers of shaitan and the tentations for take us astray
Astraigh
I am memorizing quran also.
Atefeh:
Oooohhhh .good job!
Have u dreamd after that one?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Yes some other dreams but. Nothing to do with my convertion to islam
Atefeh:
Sorry I didn't understand ur last sentence
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
It means i had. Normal dreams after nothing special
Atefeh:
Ok.yes
What's ur opinion about hijab. Isn't hard 4 u?
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
No i abopted hijab after 2 month of being muslim and i acept make part of me now
Atefeh:
Bcz unfortunately the media of antiislam are so active and alot of muslims have forgotten their religion believes such as hijab and ...
Fatima isabel Fernandes:
Yes one tip for new muslims is for dont try to please other muslims or cultures just be themselves many muslims lose themselves try to please others that they forget why they come to islam
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